A Dream Broken

What I felt last night when I cried
Was more than being left alone in the middle of the road
A hand that led was taken back
As if love had almost died

Reality struck with a hatred
I told you he doesn’t exist, it was useless for all that you bled
Take a look around there is no one who stands close
Save yourself a heart ache , let all your doubts shred

I wanted my own , I thought I had him
That’s when the needle pricks
To tell you all of this was your minds trick
It’s a panic attack, take a deep breath or else your chances are of survival are grim

A soul so confused , left to drown
Sarcastically amused with itself its now
A strong faith for years is slipping away
How will you survive so much of hate

All I had wanted was a better day
All I had wanted were some hopeful words to say
All I got was a broken dream, a shadow taken away
There was never black and white , it was always shades of grey