A Dream Broken

What I felt last night when I cried
Was more than being left alone in the middle of the road
A hand that led was taken back
As if love had almost died

Reality struck with a hatred
I told you he doesn’t exist, it was useless for all that you bled
Take a look around there is no one who stands close
Save yourself a heart ache , let all your doubts shred

I wanted my own , I thought I had him
That’s when the needle pricks
To tell you all of this was your minds trick
It’s a panic attack, take a deep breath or else your chances are of survival are grim

A soul so confused , left to drown
Sarcastically amused with itself its now
A strong faith for years is slipping away
How will you survive so much of hate

All I had wanted was a better day
All I had wanted were some hopeful words to say
All I got was a broken dream, a shadow taken away
There was never black and white , it was always shades of grey

I Stand strong

Life fell apart
Dreams on fire
Ashes flying in the air
I stood there and watched

Walk I must away from it
Before the heat catches up to me
Leave I must away from what I have unearthed
Tragedy awaits me cause of the fire that I lit

Reality of it all I saw it too close
I won’t let the rain dry up on me
I won’t let the winter leave me cold
I will find my solace out off from what I chose

I will walk till my feet let me stand on them
I will touch and feel, find the warmth once again
I won’t retreat even when I am afraid
I will move ahead, won’t refrain

I stand alone but I stand strong
Let the lightening strike , let the thunder roar
It can only follow me now
I won’t let it get ahead, this time it will be me who shall soar