Scarred Memory (old one)

A constant lie, a belief of faith dispelled
One pillar broken, which can now never mend
Cant look beyond this cloud of dust
A fire in the heart, wish there was never a start

Darkness surrounding with a feeling of desolation
A step back reminds me of the treachery
A step forward feels like it can never exist
So many blissful years and now a crack int he very foundation

A part of the body amputed, pain endless
Too much of indulgence is the cause of such state
I had thought destiny was sealed, but this was in my fate
its time to move on, time has flown past now to sit and obsess

Show me the light once again, i seek your blessing
Take my hand now before i sink too deep
Make me the strongest at this point when my heart is breaking
this mistake i promise to mend , this is a promise i shall keep

in the making

Innocence a forgotten word
Perished at the hands of the human soul long time ago
Few words spoken and a blurred meaning always taken
It’s the same since I became verbal , does that mean I should be forsaken

To feel the gush of enormous feelings
To word those abundant emotions
Should I now be deterred even when its without malice
Or shed the fear cause anyways I would be called so callous

A free soul but forbidden boundaries surrounding it
A lack of touch A lack of response
is now only left with a deafening mindless sound
and will slowly drown itself to be never found